I Am
lyrics by E.K. & D.K

I am
the will
that you need to survive my dear

I am
the sound
of your inner voice

the truth
the lie
and every choice

did you know
that I can play and I do it every day

you made me big and now I’m free
pay the fee
pay the fee – ee..

so die motherfucker
die in my hand
and live on until the bitter end
no one can ever, ever handle me
cause I’m bigger than you
and I was meant to be

living honest wasn’t your best idea
you better hear again
better listen

don’t try to be so kind
stay away from your,
from your frigid mind

so die motherfucker
die in my hand
and live on until the bitter end

no one can ever, ever handle me
cause I’m bigger than you
and I was meant to be

Ashes In The Rain

lyrics by E.K

I loathe the fact that you need me
as a shelter in the storm
I loathe the fate that I’m born to
give you my hand at all
would love to hear your head though
we’re in the biggest fight

rain keeps falling on my jacket
steel jacket breaks
trying to rebuild a house from ashes in the rain

I think I cannot wait for
the winter to come
tired of listening afterwards
babe you’re right again
would love to shut my mouth and
never do speak again

rain keeps falling on my jacket
steel jacket breaks
trying to rebuild a house from ashes in the rain

Little Japanese

lyrics by E.K & Dita Kennedy

seashells are reaching the coast through the backyard
grains of sand in my land
are constantly scratching at one and another
and I hover

the inner landscape of sorrow
trying to follow, follow my breath
less
less breathing

little japanese is writing a poem
floating through the backdoor right into my arms
little japanese is writing a poem
floating throught the backdoor right into my arms

seashells are reaching the coast through the backyard
grains of sand in my land
sneaking and pushing their way through the green grass
and I cover
cover up myself

and in your hand a flower
scarlet red, scarlet red, scarlet red, scarlet red

little japanese is writing a poem
floating through the backdoor right into my arms
little japanese is writing a poem
floating through the backdoor right into my arms

Into The Wood

lyrics by E.K

here we are
face to face
a little girl and a gigantic bear

here we stand
and the wind blows harsh
to take our breath and burry it under the ground

and here it is
born in the wind
an earthquake
bending our knees onto the ground

and here it is
born in the fire
an earthquake
shaking our haltering desire

here we are
face to face
standing in front of each other
and the world’s still dying of our forbidden desire

here we stand
and the wind still blows
to take our breath and banish it into the wood

and here it is
born in the wind
an earthquake
bending our knees onto the ground

and here it is
born in the sand
an earthquake
dragging us right through the mud

and here it is
born in a rush
an earthquake
changing the course of desire

and here it is
born in the fire
an earthquake
burning our haltering desire

With A Wave From Under The Sea

lyrics by E.K

with a wave from under the sea
I reach the beach with white sand underneath
follow my footsteps in the green grown grass
back and forward
but more than less

1000 miles in a minute you walk
like a robot in a commercial spot
a charger in the back of my feet
and a wave still underneath -

the green grass is turning to gold
as you just walk and talk talk talk
and the sky is shimmering blue
and my shoes are quietly unused

you just walk and walk walk walk
and you just talk talk talk
you just walk and walk walk walk
and you just talk talk talk

tigers and lions are crossing my path
I take a break and a breath
fill my veins with adrenaline
humans best survival medicine
and the water under my feet is just running

speed speed speed
and the charger in the back of my feet
is loading heat heat heat
I pull the trigger to stop – and breathe
and a wave still underneath

. . . Said The Mother To The Child

lyrics by E.K

sTu tu tu – tu tu tu
sTu tu tu – tu tu tu
sTu tu tu – tu tu tu
sTu tu tu – tu tu tu

„Hands up“ said the mother to the child
„Hands up“ said the mother to the child
„Hands up“ said the mother to the child
„Hands up“ said the mother to the child

raising a lovely life?
you better go and turn your back to the ground

raising an imaginary world?
you better go and turn your eyes away and lay down, down, down

rest on my shoulder, my child
rest on my shoulder, child

raising the dust in the wind?
you better go and turn your back away and never come back home again

raising your expectations?
you better go and turn your back away and fight against your fears

raise your hope above your childish tears
raise your hope above your foolish fears

Hiding And Wating

lyrics by E.K

hiding and waiting waiting
sitting and waiting waiting
waiting and hoping for a trip
hoping and laughing laughing

whispering and hiding hiding
playing and thinking not to get on a ship
travelling and breathing breathing
jumping and running running

running and losing all in your mind
giving and giving giving
bringing and bringing bringing
giving and giving giving

bringing and bringing bringing
giving and giving giving
bringing and bringing bringing
giving and giving giving

bringing and bringing bringing
so tell me
what am I supposed to do
when I just fuck up all in my mind

instead of breathing and breathing -
not hiding and hiding hiding
growing and growing – step after step
listening and waiting waiting

travelling and breathing -
not pushing and pushing myself in too deep

don’t want to say that I don’t adore your style
but I just can’t smell my taste in yours

don’t want to say that I don’t adore your style
but I just can’t smell my taste in yours

don’t want just
giving and giving giving
bringing and bringing bringing

Toxic Raindrops

lyrics by E.K

when clouds are falling from the sky
I try to listen to their tappin beat
even if i don’t know where they are
I can taste their colour and smell

In fact most of them are green
and taste taste like blood
and taste taste like blood
and taste taste like blood

toxic raindrops
green and blue
turn to sparkling stones
toxic raindrops
green and blue
turn to glimmering spores

when clouds are falling from the the sky
you have to listen to their tapping beat
even if you don’t know where you are

spores are inbetween
spores are inbetween
spores are inbetween

toxic raindrops
green and blue
turn to sparkling stones
toxic raindrops
green and blue
turn to glimmering spores

Red Fish

lyrics by E.K

she’s quite out of breath
and surrounded by endlessness
secret eyes are glancing at the well unknown
flush the air with a fiery scent

she has a strong blush on her cheek
white skin
her body mostly antique
White curly hair in the wind
and a satin red dressed skin

she fills a room with a lightening embrace
carries her heart at the very very very right place
she’s a floating shadow in the dark
and a red golden fish surrounded by sharks

white and red
white and red
white and red
white and red

she’s drawing ripples in the air
never destroying a good atmosphere
a forgotten hero with black tinctured eyes
on and on – never tempting her fate

there’s a fish in the hall
there’s a fish standing in my door
floating from the left to the right
never picking places to hide

white and red
white and red
white and red
white and red